Giving birth is something that is very special. A birthing experience I would like to share is the birth of my youngest daughter Jada Symone, who is now two years old. On the day I gave birth I had a doctor appointment at 3:00p.m that day. I got up that day I went to the store to get some storage containers to put the baby clothes and bathing needs in. Walking around in the store my lower back started to hurt. So I called my cousin who is a nurse and told her that my back was hurting, she asked when was my next appointment with the doctor and I told her later that day. She said "Jamill take your bags it sounds like you in labor." I said I can't be in labor because I'm not having contractions, she said do what I tell you! :) I then went to a few more stores, went back home, then left to the doctor leaving my bags behind. Making it to the doctor she comes in asking have I been having contractions, I told her no but back pains. The doctor immediately checked my progress and to my surprise I had dialated four centimeters. I was admitted into the hospital and I awaited the birth of my little girl. A couple hours later a nurse came in and broke my water. An hour later around 9:00 p.m. I felt a gush of blood streaming down. My mom immediately contacted the nurse and she came in and said it was nothing but the fluid from breaking my water. I told her I don't think so she left without checking me. Hours passed and it was now midnight and I felt the urged to push. My mom paged for the doctor she comes in to check to see how far I had dilated. I was now 9 centimeters as I was preparing to push she said "Ms.Henry your sac has ruptured." I pushed three times and my baby was born at 12:10a.m. No cries! I immediately began to worry I sit up they take my baby to the side and began suctioning blood from her mouth. They took her out the room and I began to cry not knowing what was going on and in rage because if the nurse would have checked me this would have all be avoided. I demanded to see my baby and know what was going on. The doctor came in and told me my baby lungs were not fully developed, she was not breathing on her own and they were fixing to airlift her Jackson,MS to the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit at University Hospital for Children. When I was discharged from the hospital my family and I left for Jackson and when we arrived she was hooked up to ventilator on 100% and was on the nitrate machine for her heart. There were tubes running from her body and I could not stand the sight to see my baby laying there hopeless. I broke down and prayed to God to heal her not able to touch her and giving birth to her not able to hear her cry. Never in my life had I ever felt that way in my life. Two months passed and my baby was finally making progress she was finally breathing on her own and almost three months later she was finally able to come home. I prayed and thanked God for healing her and now she is two years old and do good. Currently she is still on steroid shots until she turn three. To this day I still believe the doctor and nurses lied about my baby lungs being undeveloped. I honestly believe my baby swallowed the amniotic fluid and it in got in her lungs. If her lungs were not fully developed the doctor would have noticed it way before she was born. However, that was the longest three months of my life and I am forever grateful to have her healthy and here with her family. This moment was heartbreaking and in turn joyful. One thing that stuck with me was I did not start my prenatal vitamins until around four months it's still apart of me that believes also if I would have started earlier her lungs or her body would have bmore stable. In reading on other countries I found India and China to be interesting they facing Gendercides where they have a mass killing of girls or female fetuses to control population as well as killing of handicap babies. I think this is very obsurd and I think its unfair. However, I also think it is somewhat the same here allowing women to abort their unborn babies. Both acts to me is Murder. I truly believe babies are gifts from God.
 
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Pictures of my daughter Jada after she was born
Below is a picture of her NOW!! (On the Left)
My Children